confusion is not love-- part 2
during our acquaintance party last night, i talked to my friend i asked her why do i feel this way. she asked me "have you overcomed that matter already?" i said, "about the --------y?, not really..." then she asked "do still have a crush on him?" i said, "i don't know, i'm confused..."
then she answered me "confusion is not love..." i wasn't able to answer her. maybe she's right.
last wednesday another friend of mine said to me to forget him,that he's not the right one for me. i want to follow her advice but i don't know where and how to start...
confusion is not love...
it was our school's acquaintance party last night. i was so depressed (until now) because the guy i have an eye on didn't even smiled at me. it's okay if he don't want to dance with me but he should just said "hi" or just gave me a simple smile.
it all started one afternoon. i was on the line to let the teacher check my work and he was standing behind me, holding a guitar. then one girl,a friend of his went closer to him and asked him to play this certain song but "the guy" didn't know that song. this girl just walked out. then the guy said "ok,ok i'll try to, i'll study the chords so you will not get angry. i'll do it for you." then he called his friend and asked him to teach him the chords of that song so that the girl won't get angry at him. i felt jealous that whole afternoon. then it was our recess that i called the guy and i said to him that i'm a bit irritated at him that time. he said "you're always irritated at me!" then from that time on he wasn't talking to me. but he was my groupmate and leader in one of our subjects.he just talk to me when we are on meetings for the project. i like his professionalism.
i am really hoping that i would be able to get over him soon. i hope the process of forgetting him won't be long, like what happened to "the one" i cried a lot every night before i have overcame at him ("the one"). i am afraid for this one because i always see him, he's my classmate unlike "the one" he's studying in a different school and i haven't seen him for years. the last time i saw "the one" was, i think 4-5 years ago and yet i still have feelings for him.
i'll just say that maybe it's just a matter of time. i know and i believe that i will be able to get over him sooner.
it was our school's acquaintance party last night. i was so depressed (until now) because the guy i have an eye on didn't even smiled at me. it's okay if he don't want to dance with me but he should just said "hi" or just gave me a simple smile.
it all started one afternoon. i was on the line to let the teacher check my work and he was standing behind me, holding a guitar. then one girl,a friend of his went closer to him and asked him to play this certain song but "the guy" didn't know that song. this girl just walked out. then the guy said "ok,ok i'll try to, i'll study the chords so you will not get angry. i'll do it for you." then he called his friend and asked him to teach him the chords of that song so that the girl won't get angry at him. i felt jealous that whole afternoon. then it was our recess that i called the guy and i said to him that i'm a bit irritated at him that time. he said "you're always irritated at me!" then from that time on he wasn't talking to me. but he was my groupmate and leader in one of our subjects.he just talk to me when we are on meetings for the project. i like his professionalism.
i am really hoping that i would be able to get over him soon. i hope the process of forgetting him won't be long, like what happened to "the one" i cried a lot every night before i have overcame at him ("the one"). i am afraid for this one because i always see him, he's my classmate unlike "the one" he's studying in a different school and i haven't seen him for years. the last time i saw "the one" was, i think 4-5 years ago and yet i still have feelings for him.
i'll just say that maybe it's just a matter of time. i know and i believe that i will be able to get over him sooner.
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