my condition...

right now, i realized that i'm not at the right disposition again. i'm having mood swings again and it's really bad. i'm easily irritated again; i don't like talking to anyone; i hate it when they ask me questions that i think the answers are very obvious, just a little common sense people! nakaka tanga eh! i just hate any questions. i hate LOUD sounds. i hate it when somebody sneezes really hard! yung tipong maka-tanggal ilong na at lalamunan. i hate it when they turn off the lights on the way to my room! what the hell! porque ibang way ang sa kwarto nila?! ano ba?! i hate it when they hurt mallow (my persian cat) whether accidentally or intentionally. i hate it when i'm sleepy and they do something that would keep me awake like tickling me or kissing me or poking me again and again. f*ck! just let me nap! i will wake up when i like the tv show! you cannot force me to watch something i don't like! i hate it when they "kulit" me to eat. isang tanong lang naman diba at sumasagot na ako? ano bang parte ng oo o hindi ang hindi mo maintindihan?! pag gusto kong kumain kakain ako pag ayoko, ayoko. ayokong pinipilit ako kumain. eh sa hindi ako gutom eh! isuka ko kaya yan sa harap mo?! i hate it when i say something then one would respond like this "__________ ka diyan." what the HELLLL!!!! kung ganyan lang rin naman isasagot mo eh wag ka nang magsalita at nakakapang-kulo lang ng dugo!!! i hate "nagmamarunong" people, those who pretend that they know what's been talking about. ano ba naman kung aminin mong hindi mo alam diba? lalo ka lang namamali eh!

AND A LOT MORE HATES WHEN I'M HAVING AN ANXIETY ATTACK.

i really can't go to the overnight trip...with these people around whose very "maaarte" i might just throw a knife in them.

NO, I'M NOT MEAN. PLEASE DON'T GET ME WRONG WITH THIS POST/ENTRY. JUST WHAT I HAVE SAID, I'M HAVING AN ANXIETY ATTACK. that's the only time when i really hate a lot of things...including people.