TOTALLY PISSED OFF
I'm so tired of these fucking school works! nasa magandang school nga ako pero hindi ko naman maipagmalaki dahil pilit ang pagpasok ko dito. nasa maganda nga akong school pero everytime na pumapasok ako sa klase, nanliliit talaga ako! dahil sila pumasa, ako transferee na nga lakad pa. sorry kung hindi ako pinanganak na kasing talino niyo. pero kahit ganito ako marunong akong mainsulto! napakadaling sabinin para sa inyo na ok lang kahit mababa, ok lang kahit ganto, ganyan. hindi niyo kasi naramdaman yung INSULTONG naramdaman ko nung humarap ako sa chancellor at registrar ng lintik na school na yan. palibhasa iniisip niyo lang sariling niyong kaligayahan!
ang hirap-hirap para sakin gumising at pumasok sa umaga thinking na bago na namang kahihiyan sa buhay ko! tuwing makikita ko yung mga tao sa paligid ko nanliliit ako! hindi ako nakakapag-recitation dahil baka mamaya mapahiya lang ako sa sasabihin ko! na hind ako katulad nila na mabilis mag-isip ng pwedeng isagot sa teacher! na mas magaling sila sa akin! alam niyo ba kahit minsan hindi ko ramdam na parte ako ng school na yan?! wala lang pumapasok ako, yun na yun! DON'T YOU EVER DARE BLAME ME IF I DON'T GET GOOD GRADES, SINUSUNOD KO LANG KAYO BAKA KASI PARA NAMAN FOR THE FIRST TIME EH MAY MAGANDANG MANGYARI SA BUHAY KO! NA HINDI NAMAN AKO YUNG MASUNOD KASI NGA DIBA PALPAK AKO?! KAYO ANG MAY GUSTO NA DIYAN AKO MAG-ARAL KESYO SIGURADONG MAY FUTURE. BAKIT LAHAT BA NANG GUMRADUATE DIYAN SIGURADONG MAY TRABAHO? HA? YOU TELL ME!
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Fed Up
I am sooo fed up with today's happenings. i was walking home so stressed out from an activity for a subject. i lost my phone while on my way home. now i don't know how to say it to my mother. for sure she will get really mad at me again. i don't get any support from this house. at least with my friends who tried to look for it despite the heavy downpour and darkness. they also reported it to the CSB police.
I am sooo fed up with today's happenings. i was walking home so stressed out from an activity for a subject. i lost my phone while on my way home. now i don't know how to say it to my mother. for sure she will get really mad at me again. i don't get any support from this house. at least with my friends who tried to look for it despite the heavy downpour and darkness. they also reported it to the CSB police.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
ALLERGIES GALORE
I have allergies again. I ate "tuyo" spaghetti. Tuyo is a dried fish. Instead of meat, they used tuyo. the sauce is really great. it's made of pure tomatoes and basil and parmesan. I'm allergic to tuyo but i have no choice i'm really hungry. i ate it and now my whole body is itching. and i'm starting to sneeze again.
This past few weeks i'v noticed that my nose was very sensitive, i don't usually sneeze easily. but now i would have "multiple" sneezes then my nose would start to run.
The bush in our garden started to flower again. and i am also allergic to its flowers. its smell is so strong that i'd have a runny nose. for the past years, i would have asthma attacks when it blooms.
I have allergies again. I ate "tuyo" spaghetti. Tuyo is a dried fish. Instead of meat, they used tuyo. the sauce is really great. it's made of pure tomatoes and basil and parmesan. I'm allergic to tuyo but i have no choice i'm really hungry. i ate it and now my whole body is itching. and i'm starting to sneeze again.
This past few weeks i'v noticed that my nose was very sensitive, i don't usually sneeze easily. but now i would have "multiple" sneezes then my nose would start to run.
The bush in our garden started to flower again. and i am also allergic to its flowers. its smell is so strong that i'd have a runny nose. for the past years, i would have asthma attacks when it blooms.
Oh Christmas time...
The "ber" (months ending in 'ber' means Christmas is coming here in the Philippines) months has begun. The wind is getting cold but probably because of storm; it rained all day. I was enthralled by sundown, seeing Christmas lights across the street.Our neighbor has already put up their Christmas tree. Maybe the old couple's just excited. Maybe to lift their spirits, they only have each other.
One thing I remember every Christmas season, Mommy (my grandma) and I would play a game when we're on the road (on our way home or when going out at night). the one who sees first [a Christmas light] gets the point. Talk about good ol' days. =)
The "ber" (months ending in 'ber' means Christmas is coming here in the Philippines) months has begun. The wind is getting cold but probably because of storm; it rained all day. I was enthralled by sundown, seeing Christmas lights across the street.Our neighbor has already put up their Christmas tree. Maybe the old couple's just excited. Maybe to lift their spirits, they only have each other.
One thing I remember every Christmas season, Mommy (my grandma) and I would play a game when we're on the road (on our way home or when going out at night). the one who sees first [a Christmas light] gets the point. Talk about good ol' days. =)
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