peanut butter and strawberry jam
i don't like our dinner tonight so i decided that i'll eat peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwich instead. i only tried it this afternoon, and it tastes great!
anyway i need help from above. I'm asking for Their help. Please...
Monday, March 22, 2010
too lazy to work...
Sem's ending and there are lots of requirements. no, not much, it seems many because i'm really too lazy to do it. i have a production script to be edited for devcom 11's final exercise, i need to review for nasc 7's finals and in econ 11's. i'm also worrying for my devcom 11 =(
super lutang. i need to get going but i can't... hayyy... all i want to do now is learn to play the piano, learn French with Danica, spend my whole summer with Lolo in Manila and bake and bake and bake! ooohhh... *sigh*
now, i really have realized that devcom is not for me... i'm just pushing my self to finish it and i want to finish it NOW! as in the whole course =( i wish i could graduate on time because i really really want to take culinary arts. build my own cafe and restaurants and bars and party planning... these are the things i like to do most. not to write, not to report. sometimes i'm enjoying what i do in devcom but at the end of the day, it still feels like i'm wasting a lot of my time... and the sad thing is, i don't have a choice but to finish what i have started [and suffer].
Sem's ending and there are lots of requirements. no, not much, it seems many because i'm really too lazy to do it. i have a production script to be edited for devcom 11's final exercise, i need to review for nasc 7's finals and in econ 11's. i'm also worrying for my devcom 11 =(
super lutang. i need to get going but i can't... hayyy... all i want to do now is learn to play the piano, learn French with Danica, spend my whole summer with Lolo in Manila and bake and bake and bake! ooohhh... *sigh*
now, i really have realized that devcom is not for me... i'm just pushing my self to finish it and i want to finish it NOW! as in the whole course =( i wish i could graduate on time because i really really want to take culinary arts. build my own cafe and restaurants and bars and party planning... these are the things i like to do most. not to write, not to report. sometimes i'm enjoying what i do in devcom but at the end of the day, it still feels like i'm wasting a lot of my time... and the sad thing is, i don't have a choice but to finish what i have started [and suffer].
Monday, March 01, 2010
Open forum in Values
Three years ago, we had an open forum in one of my subjects in high school -- Values Education. I was in third year high school then. I wouldn't remember it if not only because of my phone. That was the time when I revealed my feelings for him, but he wasn't there. He was called to the office at that time. Those who heard my courageous revelation were my classmates and some friends. I can still remember their faces while I was speaking. They were all smiling, like kilig and when I finished talking they said "makakarating." It doesn't matter to me if they would tell it to him or not, for me I've done my part, that's all. But they told it to him. And after i finished speaking, he came in. very timely. hahaha! We always have the wrong timing. I hope someday we would get the right timing.
Three years ago, we had an open forum in one of my subjects in high school -- Values Education. I was in third year high school then. I wouldn't remember it if not only because of my phone. That was the time when I revealed my feelings for him, but he wasn't there. He was called to the office at that time. Those who heard my courageous revelation were my classmates and some friends. I can still remember their faces while I was speaking. They were all smiling, like kilig and when I finished talking they said "makakarating." It doesn't matter to me if they would tell it to him or not, for me I've done my part, that's all. But they told it to him. And after i finished speaking, he came in. very timely. hahaha! We always have the wrong timing. I hope someday we would get the right timing.
Don't know what to feel...
I'm bothered by the events of this week; primarily the Gandingan 2010. It is an award giving body of Community Broadcasting Society in UPLB. I wasn't expecting to see "her" there. Well, i know it's possible, pero hindi ko masyado iniisip. But still... I thought everything would be fine now since it was a loooong time ago. I thought I have moved on but I still get bitter at times. I have to admit. It really hurts me to see them together, more of an eye soar. Especially when he wrapped his arms around her... when they saw ME. Yesterday I was crying because of that, until now I'm very sad. All I want to do is sleep, sleep, sleep. I'm not in the mood to do my school works. Oh, no, here we go again...
Why does he keeps on treating me like that? Why can't he treat me the way he treats his other girl friends?
I'm bothered by the events of this week; primarily the Gandingan 2010. It is an award giving body of Community Broadcasting Society in UPLB. I wasn't expecting to see "her" there. Well, i know it's possible, pero hindi ko masyado iniisip. But still... I thought everything would be fine now since it was a loooong time ago. I thought I have moved on but I still get bitter at times. I have to admit. It really hurts me to see them together, more of an eye soar. Especially when he wrapped his arms around her... when they saw ME. Yesterday I was crying because of that, until now I'm very sad. All I want to do is sleep, sleep, sleep. I'm not in the mood to do my school works. Oh, no, here we go again...
Why does he keeps on treating me like that? Why can't he treat me the way he treats his other girl friends?
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