Don't know what to feel...

I'm bothered by the events of this week; primarily the Gandingan 2010. It is an award giving body of Community Broadcasting Society in UPLB. I wasn't expecting to see "her" there. Well, i know it's possible, pero hindi ko masyado iniisip. But still... I thought everything would be fine now since it was a loooong time ago. I thought I have moved on but I still get bitter at times. I have to admit. It really hurts me to see them together, more of an eye soar. Especially when he wrapped his arms around her... when they saw ME. Yesterday I was crying because of that, until now I'm very sad. All I want to do is sleep, sleep, sleep. I'm not in the mood to do my school works. Oh, no, here we go again...

Why does he keeps on treating me like that? Why can't he treat me the way he treats his other girl friends?